STOP IT.

Ohno. What am I feeling?

HAHAHA. I'm thinking of (a secret) HIM. But I shouldnt! But I am. What am I doing?! I pledged that I would wait for what God wants to happen, and I asked God to tell me when the right guy is in front of me. But, I dont know, how come I get the feeling that I like him?? :"<

I don't want to break my promise to God, but whyy?? Can someone tell me what's happening? :( I see him only twice a month at least, but everytime I see him I smile, ( :>) but no! wwwwwhhyy? I should try to focus on my academics? right? Should I try to forget this first? or whaat? What should I do??


&& How come he's so perfect in his imperfect ways anyway...

Yeah. Way super. :)

November 21, 2009 was special. :) haha. I missed Starters so much! had super fun today. :)

I first went to my piano class at 10 am. I missed 2 classes before. I had a 15 min make up class, I was kinda rushing after my class because I was late for my other business.

I rushed to the Village gate and hurriedly crossed the street and rode a jeepney to Tikling. Hahaha. I got to TFCN and saw Kuya Rod playing the guitar. Haha. We both decided to be early because we tried the Lu Xiao Yu Piano duet, and it was so fun! I've never dueted with anyone else before, kinda felt so good. :)

Starters was fun as usual. :"> hahaha. The practice, the sharing, the meeting, the word, the praise. Everything! :">

JJ, Kenneth && I went to SM afterwards. FUN moment. :)) We bought something. SECRET. :) we ate dinner, SISIG. And we bought the SECRET stuff. Then they accompanied me to the grocery to buy beef and eggs. :) the even accompanied home. :"> I love them both! :)

I had fun today. I thank God for everything that has happened today. :"> It's now time to do my homeworks. :)

Sarang. =)

Super.

I love today. =) I'm happy, why? A lot o'reasons. :">

One: CORPESTY! ~ I like. :"> today was our Eng's Club day, and they mixed up sections from different year, and my section ended up with First year peace, and second year courage. We called ourselves, CORPESTY. It was so Fun! I first joined the Impromptu Speking Blah, but I didnt win. God's will, so im ok. :"> And some of my groupmates joined the spelling bee, we were fourth place. :> and then the human scrabble was fun,:"> we were fourth i think? but still! and the flag making contest! we kinda messed up on our flag, so we doodles on it to make it look better/worse. :> hahaha. FUUN~! :D

Two: My friends are really great, :) Really, my friends are one of a kind! Danica Tanuecoz, Abby Madriaga, JJ Zapanta, Pauline Monreal, Jian Caronongan, Kenneth Aquino, RR Nalayog, Rabi Andres, Maika Bugante, Kim Rivera, 3 Honesty, and a lot more. :">

Hahaha. I am superr tired right now, as in SUPER. :| But still i'm happy. :) I'll be practicing for tom. MY piano scheds are really hectic! But I love playing piano anyway, so it's ok. :">

God wanted me happy today, and so He made me happy. :">

Kam Sah Hamnida, Saranghayo. <3>

So, what up? :)

Today's almost conclusion: I am happy. :)

Yeea. I had fun at school today. I'm not so sure why, but yes. I had a great time at school! :) Well, I realized that it really is better to jst say the truth though sometimes you get nervous. God helped me. :)) Sir Jomar (my TLE teacher) accepted my MS Word made Newsletter! :"> Well, long sotry, I was supposed to do that in MS Publisher (which I hardly know to operate) but then my MS Pub crashed! I was so desperate then I did it on Word. But it turned out good. :">

Anyway, I was able to sleep earlier in our Bio time. We didnt have any teacher, and J2, my classmate, started his quiz late. So, I had time. :))

I get excited each night now. Waiting for tomorrow to come, and I'll go back to school. School is hard, you just have to learn to love it. :)

Tomorrow will be a busy day (well as always) It's our Eng Club's day and I'll be joining the Impromptu Public Speaking. IPS is fun, I just get nervous sometimes, but never have I felt other feeling than the feeling I get when I speak in front. HAHA. Weird yea.

Ayt, I'll be painting now, Mapeh hw, hate. haha. Busy busy today. :)

-Godbless!

Tired.

It's 11:33 pm on my watch and I still haven't started on my newsletter. :|

HA! I got home by 7:30, slept, then woke up just now. ohno ohno ohno. my head hurts badly. :( I need to finish this newsletter stuff right away. :|

Anii, I surely am gonna miss every single teacher who's going back to their mother school. :( SIR WILLIAM! :( Grr. I hate that superintendent.

Ani. WORK WORK. I have to finish this.

Bored. Har.

Here in our school's comlab. Not much to do. I've got a project to finish, but I dont have my laptop here, so, yeah, later. :) blogg. ~ :) hahaha. im so, grr. omo. i need to calm. yeah. God help me.


busy. not. but, yeah. bye. BLURR. B-)

grr. :|

This is the exact same reason why I don't want to love.

Shutup, and leave me alone.

And everything would be sooo much better.


Mood: Mad. Disappointed. BLAH.

Random. But not so random at all.

I thought about blogging before I do my homeworks. I've got lots to do. But i really think that I need to calm me down first.

Anyway. Random Fact no. 1. I love jeepneys. I seriously do. Though there's smoke and crazy looking people, I get to think about lots a things. I thought about blogging earlier inside a jeepney. Got home from SmT, and I rode a old looking jeepney, yea. I could hear the rust, well, rusting. But, still. I get to think about how I felt about the day. And Conclusion: I am happy. yea. well, why? Hush.

Random fact no. 2. I like Sunflowers a lot. Hahaha. they're just so, sunny. and yellow. :">
Random fact no. 3. I'm not really blogging ust to calm me down, I just got bored, and found an excuse to do my work. ANY. I'll do them now. I dont think I'll be sleeping early today. well, when did I sleep early? harhar. ayt. i'll be posting more RF's soon. Idk. hahaha.

and P.S. I think I am liking him. But, huussh.

Sarang Ha Yo, really. <3

Never imagined.

It's my, i-cannot-rememeber-anymore post. It's been a while since I last dropped by. But anyway. I'll keep myself updated.

There's a lot going through me now. Emotional etcs and the like. This morning I just cried. No one knows why. Only I do. And I plan on keeping things that way. I dont get myself actually. I'm a very confused human creature. I get hurt by some comical things. And endure the really hard ones. But, I don't know... Somethings can just go right through me and live me with nothing..

I dont even know if I resolved from crying already. I just stopped and went on with my life without any clearance. I tried to smile, and I did. Only hurts though that no one can try make a real smile out of me.

Am I being too emotional? is it my fault or what? I dont know. No one would read this anway. SO why bother ask.

Maybe God made me this way for a purpose. I'll still find out.

Another Day. :)

Hello. :)

No Classes tom. Hallelujah. LOL~


HAHA. I had fun today at school. Miguel really is changing, but not completely yet, changing is hard, ya know. But, I learned today that I'm too proud. :'( Better change it quick! It's not good. :(


AnyAny~ had fun today. Haha. Miguel was veeery open with me. :)) && I was like "Whoa, why are you telling me this?" in my head but I wish I could be open with him tooo, I couldn't just remember anything in my childhood life. ;( lol @ that. Seriously, NADA pops in my head. Hahaha.


BTW~ I'm not my batch's Intramural's Muse anymore, not allowed, and also not allowed to cheer dance. I'll be the *taga-sigaw* nalang! :)) Haha. &, I'm supposed to go and watch ' Orphans ' w/ em, && go to PGIF to just hang-out, but, nothing happened. Wasn't allowed on both things. Boohoo @ Me. :(

Any~, I can study tom, and read IT'S NOT ABOUT ME by Max Lucado. Wonderful book. :) Will be giving Miguel a book by Francis Kong tom. lol~ hahaha.


So, it's past 10:30 & I think Im tired~
Sweetdreams. :)

*3* @ GOD and ______ ;)

LOVE

I know. He changed. :)

I'm in Dagupan. And even though I am miles away from Rizal, I know, that Lord acted upon my Friends. :)


I wasn't able to attend Starter's 2nd year Anniversary. It was sad. But, IDK, God touched the hearts of my friends. *even Miguel!* And, that was the best thing that happened so far this year. :))

I love My Friends. And I have been praying to Gos for them to change, and I know that I am not the Only one. There is Michelle, Abby, Eden, Kaycee, and a lot more. :) and our prayer was answered! GOD I LOVE YOU!


Last night, I was suffering from the ULTIMATE MIGRAINE. And I asked Miguel to pray for me. And he even plurked 'bout it! God, he changed. :)) Love the new him. :))


God is super duper BIG and GREAT. No one can stop him when he acts. He's so awesome. :))


I hope this change will be forever. :) I love GOD. :)


YAY. :)

OMI*

AYT. So, After Millions of years, I blogged again. What up? Nothing! Haha. Anyway. How's It? HEE.

I have not been better. I guess. Weird things are happening. Really, but I think I already saw it coming. IDK. It's really, Weird. Like, there's something else I have/should/must do. But, hello? What to do? I am SOOO Freakin' Confused. Seriously. GAH~

What's happening? I don't know. Really. EFF.

GAH. I went to Starters Yesterday. *Starter: Mini Gencon Fellowship for High Schoolers, Taytay, Rizal.* And, I had Fun. :) Really, It was different though. The songs were so new. PGIF changed interior designs. HAHA. But it was fun. There were: Kenneth, JJ, Den, Mich, KC, Eden, Jom. :P and other RiSciean were there too! It's so fun~ I can't attend Their 2nd year anniv though. BooHoo. ><
I will be going to Dagupan on Saturday. It's Lolo Art's 50th Wedding Anivv. ><

Speaking of The Wed Anniv. I had the quickest shop yesterday. 2 hours for a dress and a cropped coat. What da? HAHA. I bought a dark blue dress from UNICA HIJA and a cream cropped coat from G2OOO. T'was fun though. My dad spent like, 3k for those two. Unbelievable. I didn't pay a cent. LMAO~ HAHA. Anyway, T'was worth it (for moi), though I'm only goin to wear it for one night. LOL. ANYWAY.

HMM. What Else happened to me? Lotsa things, but it;s way to private for this public blog. *not that there are a lot of people reading this.* But, yeah. Better be careful anyway. Right? :)

Ayt, I'm done.

Catch Me.
Okay? :)

Love, Eun. :*

If I could see you again..

Weeeeeeee. I'm livin this new life. In God's LOVE.


But, I also am in love.
Does this love have to wait? :'(



DOWN.
Down.
Down.



Everything is planned. Breaking down is part of it. Wish forever was too.





I LOVE YOU. :'(

" You looked into my eyes and smiled.

Grabbed my hand and held me tight.

Though I could only wish this time with you.

Till you called my name, and kissed my lips.

Made me see this fantasy.

And I know that this ain't just a dream.

Cause it's You and Me. "

Camp. :))

Imm'a Jesus Zone, His name is living in me!

Waaaaaaaaa. Summer Camp Rocks! Sobra. I'm so gonna miss Jzone and Sarah Nolan. :D Ansaya saya. God accepted me back, and I'm onfire again! Weeee. I love my dgroup. Led by Sarah Nolan! Akala ko before, ang hirap niyang maging close, pero ayun. :) Ansaya ng Camp, especially yung message ni Francis Kong. Sobrang FUN! Angaling panga ni Francis Kong, 6 years sa HS, pero Magna Cum Laude nung College. San ka? :D Basta, I soooo love my dgroup. Maan, CARA!, Megan, Jobi, Nina, (sio)Pau, Pam, and Sarah. :D I wont forget special night, ansya, grabe. Lahat kami sobrang BURNING. Haha. Angaling masyado ni Lord. :))


aaaaand, hindi makakalimutan ang temptations.. Wooooo. Buong dgroup except kay Jobi, Meron. LMAO. Pero, RESIST TEMPTATIONS! LOL. Maan! E kasi naman.... :D

I wont forget this camp. It brought me sooo much closer to God. And everything that I ask about my self and worth, were answered. Oh yeah. Imm'a Jesus Zone! :)

0428 - Route 66

Mabuhay ang Speech. Kahit na parang hindi speech. LOL.

We did Radio broadcasting kanina, ansaya saya. We experienced using a real radio booth which was so cool, with all those equipments and stuff, hahaha. Sobrang nakakakaba. As in. Group ko yung first and we didn't know what to do. Anlamig pa sa loob so total nervousness talaga. grabe. Hahaha. Ansaya, nagwala kami sa loob nung booth, yung classmates namn was listening and, I dont know, Laughing na siguro. Hahaha. Basta, angaling. sobra.

We played route 66 din. medyo nakakalito yung game pero, sobrang nakakatuwa. Especially yung STOP PART. Dare daw yun, ang nakakatawa yung ginagawa nang dare nila Gat. First ginaya nila sina Tom and Jerry, parang ewan si Aedrick, kulit ng accent. Halatang taga Zamboanga. Ang cute. LMAO. Tapos Opera singing ng Otso otso. Kulit ni Choly. ROFL. Sobra. Hahha.

Rehearsals kami tom. itututla ang songs nina Miley Cyrus, Ashley Tisdale, Beyonce, at Marami pang iba. Nu kaya? :)))

Starbucks. LMAO.

April 21, 2009. Starbucks posted on friendster bulletins that McCafe's are beating them. And it's really beating them.



Soo. What's up with this? Syang naman kasi ang Starbucks. Tell ya, McDonalds asked them to be their coffe sponsor, and know wha, they refused it! LMAO. Ayun ang nangyari, McCafe's are beating them tuloy. McDonalds turned to Distant Land Coffee of REnton somewhere which became their sources for McCafe coffee. Syang naman ang starbucks. haha. Pero, yeah. Can't blame them din naman, they may want to succeed by their own work. Db nga? Haha. Wala lang. Topic lang ng group ko to kanina sa Radio Broadcasting. :>

/i/ as in Speech. - Fun. :)

"knock knock."
"who's there?"
"Lasenga"
"Lasenga who?"
"1, 2, 3!

All Lasenga Ladies, All lasenga Ladies!"


Wahaha. Isa lang yan sa jokes ni Clar. Classmate ko sa Speech. Haha.

"Oookay. Anong isda ang namamaril?"
"ano??!"
"pwede namang manghula muna kayo diba?"
"dali na!"
"Haha. okay. Kailangan may action. sayang ang theatre ko.


(with actions)
BANG! BANG! BANGUS!"

"..."
"tawa naman kayo.."
"... Hahahaha!"

By Choly naman. Parang hindi Speech class no? Puro tagalog, tawanan. Haha.
Tom naman radio broadcasting kami, ano kaya mangyayari? :)


We miss kuya Carlo.

First.

Okkkaaaaay.


This is just weird. I'm blogging. Parang ewan. Haha.

So.. What to write. Hmmm. Kunwari nalang Journal ko to, ayt? If anyone's gonna read this, goodluck nalang senyo. :D

So, today is April 27, 2009. Weird day. We went to UP, kaming dalawa ng cous ko, and we commuted. Na late kami ng thirty mins. Grabe, we got soooo lost. Lumagpas pa kami ng LRT. Waaaa. We were so tired. Tinawagan pa kami ng classmate ko, si Clarisse, and our teacher talked to us pa, Bwahaha. Kumusta naman. Nakakapagod. then paguwi pa namin, nagantay pa kami ng jeep na matino from Katipunan. soooo miserable. Wawa naman kami. :(( Haha. anyway. here's to my first blog. Goodluck sakin.

<3>
Eun.