Never imagined.

It's my, i-cannot-rememeber-anymore post. It's been a while since I last dropped by. But anyway. I'll keep myself updated.

There's a lot going through me now. Emotional etcs and the like. This morning I just cried. No one knows why. Only I do. And I plan on keeping things that way. I dont get myself actually. I'm a very confused human creature. I get hurt by some comical things. And endure the really hard ones. But, I don't know... Somethings can just go right through me and live me with nothing..

I dont even know if I resolved from crying already. I just stopped and went on with my life without any clearance. I tried to smile, and I did. Only hurts though that no one can try make a real smile out of me.

Am I being too emotional? is it my fault or what? I dont know. No one would read this anway. SO why bother ask.

Maybe God made me this way for a purpose. I'll still find out.