STOP IT.

Ohno. What am I feeling?

HAHAHA. I'm thinking of (a secret) HIM. But I shouldnt! But I am. What am I doing?! I pledged that I would wait for what God wants to happen, and I asked God to tell me when the right guy is in front of me. But, I dont know, how come I get the feeling that I like him?? :"<

I don't want to break my promise to God, but whyy?? Can someone tell me what's happening? :( I see him only twice a month at least, but everytime I see him I smile, ( :>) but no! wwwwwhhyy? I should try to focus on my academics? right? Should I try to forget this first? or whaat? What should I do??


&& How come he's so perfect in his imperfect ways anyway...