STOP IT.

Ohno. What am I feeling?

HAHAHA. I'm thinking of (a secret) HIM. But I shouldnt! But I am. What am I doing?! I pledged that I would wait for what God wants to happen, and I asked God to tell me when the right guy is in front of me. But, I dont know, how come I get the feeling that I like him?? :"<

I don't want to break my promise to God, but whyy?? Can someone tell me what's happening? :( I see him only twice a month at least, but everytime I see him I smile, ( :>) but no! wwwwwhhyy? I should try to focus on my academics? right? Should I try to forget this first? or whaat? What should I do??


&& How come he's so perfect in his imperfect ways anyway...

Yeah. Way super. :)

November 21, 2009 was special. :) haha. I missed Starters so much! had super fun today. :)

I first went to my piano class at 10 am. I missed 2 classes before. I had a 15 min make up class, I was kinda rushing after my class because I was late for my other business.

I rushed to the Village gate and hurriedly crossed the street and rode a jeepney to Tikling. Hahaha. I got to TFCN and saw Kuya Rod playing the guitar. Haha. We both decided to be early because we tried the Lu Xiao Yu Piano duet, and it was so fun! I've never dueted with anyone else before, kinda felt so good. :)

Starters was fun as usual. :"> hahaha. The practice, the sharing, the meeting, the word, the praise. Everything! :">

JJ, Kenneth && I went to SM afterwards. FUN moment. :)) We bought something. SECRET. :) we ate dinner, SISIG. And we bought the SECRET stuff. Then they accompanied me to the grocery to buy beef and eggs. :) the even accompanied home. :"> I love them both! :)

I had fun today. I thank God for everything that has happened today. :"> It's now time to do my homeworks. :)

Sarang. =)

Super.

I love today. =) I'm happy, why? A lot o'reasons. :">

One: CORPESTY! ~ I like. :"> today was our Eng's Club day, and they mixed up sections from different year, and my section ended up with First year peace, and second year courage. We called ourselves, CORPESTY. It was so Fun! I first joined the Impromptu Speking Blah, but I didnt win. God's will, so im ok. :"> And some of my groupmates joined the spelling bee, we were fourth place. :> and then the human scrabble was fun,:"> we were fourth i think? but still! and the flag making contest! we kinda messed up on our flag, so we doodles on it to make it look better/worse. :> hahaha. FUUN~! :D

Two: My friends are really great, :) Really, my friends are one of a kind! Danica Tanuecoz, Abby Madriaga, JJ Zapanta, Pauline Monreal, Jian Caronongan, Kenneth Aquino, RR Nalayog, Rabi Andres, Maika Bugante, Kim Rivera, 3 Honesty, and a lot more. :">

Hahaha. I am superr tired right now, as in SUPER. :| But still i'm happy. :) I'll be practicing for tom. MY piano scheds are really hectic! But I love playing piano anyway, so it's ok. :">

God wanted me happy today, and so He made me happy. :">

Kam Sah Hamnida, Saranghayo. <3>

So, what up? :)

Today's almost conclusion: I am happy. :)

Yeea. I had fun at school today. I'm not so sure why, but yes. I had a great time at school! :) Well, I realized that it really is better to jst say the truth though sometimes you get nervous. God helped me. :)) Sir Jomar (my TLE teacher) accepted my MS Word made Newsletter! :"> Well, long sotry, I was supposed to do that in MS Publisher (which I hardly know to operate) but then my MS Pub crashed! I was so desperate then I did it on Word. But it turned out good. :">

Anyway, I was able to sleep earlier in our Bio time. We didnt have any teacher, and J2, my classmate, started his quiz late. So, I had time. :))

I get excited each night now. Waiting for tomorrow to come, and I'll go back to school. School is hard, you just have to learn to love it. :)

Tomorrow will be a busy day (well as always) It's our Eng Club's day and I'll be joining the Impromptu Public Speaking. IPS is fun, I just get nervous sometimes, but never have I felt other feeling than the feeling I get when I speak in front. HAHA. Weird yea.

Ayt, I'll be painting now, Mapeh hw, hate. haha. Busy busy today. :)

-Godbless!

Tired.

It's 11:33 pm on my watch and I still haven't started on my newsletter. :|

HA! I got home by 7:30, slept, then woke up just now. ohno ohno ohno. my head hurts badly. :( I need to finish this newsletter stuff right away. :|

Anii, I surely am gonna miss every single teacher who's going back to their mother school. :( SIR WILLIAM! :( Grr. I hate that superintendent.

Ani. WORK WORK. I have to finish this.

Bored. Har.

Here in our school's comlab. Not much to do. I've got a project to finish, but I dont have my laptop here, so, yeah, later. :) blogg. ~ :) hahaha. im so, grr. omo. i need to calm. yeah. God help me.


busy. not. but, yeah. bye. BLURR. B-)

grr. :|

This is the exact same reason why I don't want to love.

Shutup, and leave me alone.

And everything would be sooo much better.


Mood: Mad. Disappointed. BLAH.

Random. But not so random at all.

I thought about blogging before I do my homeworks. I've got lots to do. But i really think that I need to calm me down first.

Anyway. Random Fact no. 1. I love jeepneys. I seriously do. Though there's smoke and crazy looking people, I get to think about lots a things. I thought about blogging earlier inside a jeepney. Got home from SmT, and I rode a old looking jeepney, yea. I could hear the rust, well, rusting. But, still. I get to think about how I felt about the day. And Conclusion: I am happy. yea. well, why? Hush.

Random fact no. 2. I like Sunflowers a lot. Hahaha. they're just so, sunny. and yellow. :">
Random fact no. 3. I'm not really blogging ust to calm me down, I just got bored, and found an excuse to do my work. ANY. I'll do them now. I dont think I'll be sleeping early today. well, when did I sleep early? harhar. ayt. i'll be posting more RF's soon. Idk. hahaha.

and P.S. I think I am liking him. But, huussh.

Sarang Ha Yo, really. <3

Never imagined.

It's my, i-cannot-rememeber-anymore post. It's been a while since I last dropped by. But anyway. I'll keep myself updated.

There's a lot going through me now. Emotional etcs and the like. This morning I just cried. No one knows why. Only I do. And I plan on keeping things that way. I dont get myself actually. I'm a very confused human creature. I get hurt by some comical things. And endure the really hard ones. But, I don't know... Somethings can just go right through me and live me with nothing..

I dont even know if I resolved from crying already. I just stopped and went on with my life without any clearance. I tried to smile, and I did. Only hurts though that no one can try make a real smile out of me.

Am I being too emotional? is it my fault or what? I dont know. No one would read this anway. SO why bother ask.

Maybe God made me this way for a purpose. I'll still find out.